12th
So true.
We procrastinate when we have forgotten who we are, or why we are doing this.
Who am I?
I am undetermined.
I never know what I want.
I have only short-term memory.
I have an urge for performance.
I like to do things by myself.
I like listening to others’ stories, rather than telling mine.
I don’t like being alone.
I don’t like socializing, but I am not an introvert.
Conclusion: I think about what others would think, how they would feel, how they are going to look at me, rather than thinking from my perspective. Not saying that I am too considerate, but I am saying that I shape myself into what others expect me to be. Lacking personality of my own.
I am too slack to think. I used to telling myself: “There is nothing to worry about. I should seize the moment and enjoy myself.”
It’s time to think about…what I really want. No more procrastination.
